happy friday! - my posts have been short lately, it's been a bit of a mad house - but my folks are helping to bring some calm.
I was thinking about what to write and it dawned on me that my birthday will be in a matter of days and it got me reflecting and thinking what has grown, changed since my twenties. I would love to have the youth and vigour that I had in my twenties, but I don't miss the insecurity I felt.
my twenties feels so far away and distant, aside from feeling better about my insecurity or finding ways to cope with it, not much has changed, more growth than change - the thing about insecurity is that we have all felt it at some point and time in our lives, maybe more moments than we want.
I think that sometimes we can let our insecurities get the better of us
I always get comments that I work quickly, and that's how I avoid insecurity with my work - I will have an idea and I execute it right away so that I don't over think it. when I was in my twenties, I was insecure about my looks, the only person I want to impress loves me for who I am. I sometimes get insecure about being a mom, hoping that I'm doing all I can to prepare my children for their own journey. I said to j the one benefit to getting older is that in the end of the day, all the BS that you worry about or fret about doesn't really matter, because there are so much other things to focus your energy on.
have a great weekend friends! we are going to try to stay cool. see you monday, I am going to have a birthday giveaway on the blog and you don't want to miss it! xxa